Poetically speaking I like to write but don't get to do it as much as i would like. NSFW...most likely but not all the time. I write in visuals so you can see what i feel & u can feel also, sometimes pictures speak louder than words so I collect & show many. I'm a grown ass women but a child at heart, mind & soul among others I'm not 1 person but many personalities in 1. I speak for myself & who knows, maybe the voice of some. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder & I see beauty in the unusual. These are some of my thoughts that drag & crawl through my cranium, visual eye candy, poetry, food for thought. Sometimes NSFW sooo u already know cannabis in your pipe, now inhale.... self-medicater, lets see how twisted, pretzel like, my mind can get, I'm very eclectic, I like girls who like everything, I'm still trying to find myself or just call me the explorer, strange, unusual, queer, beautiful bodies, women, men, vagina, penis envy, if i like it i reblog it or yeah just like it :-)

I’m giving up

I’m giving up
All the drunken nights sleeping
On someone else’s couch
I’m giving up
The lonely nights
I’m giving up
The bashing (for now)
I’m giving up
Guurrl what club we going to this wknd

I wanna be that positive always person, its at times that I am, I have nothing to say, I’m not actually feeling anything good or bad in beteween. positivity is faux, insincere, common & full of deceit.

Pansexual

How Much harder is it to come out to ur family if your pansexual? Society is just starting to be familiar & comfortable with homosexuality. Now Here comes something else another “label” to set them apart to put them in a league of there own, if these people wanna just fit in why do they keep setting themselves apart & making it such a big deal. U don’t see me parading around town with my lover, mate etc whatever I do I do it in the privacy of my home. This is how I think alot of straight pple feel & there is a small part of me that understand’s & agree.

Bridges

Fingers intertwined like bridges connecting two cities, we’re well beyond the affects of love, foolish presence is non existing. Our psychies above elevated completely open & in touch with uhh common sense yeah reality . Welcome to earths atmosphere. How can I say I love you when these feelings are well beyond the definition of the word. Argue, yeah we kinda do that, but can soul mates stay mad at each other? Not for long. Waaay too many laughs between the two, to be walking about with scowls on our faces. Never thought how my life would be affected without my partner till I found my other half

Things I detest

Warm toilet seats
People who know everything but don’t nothing
Bad ass kids
Parents of bad ass kids
Stupid people
Arrogance
Chipped polish
Bad weaves
Whores/whoremongas who brag about their whorish ways ( we can all be whores but everybody don’t have to know about it)
Denial
Lies
Liars
Animal abusers
Abusers
Bully’s

My heart beats too

Silent beats, strained chords, sounds naked ears colliding into each other, dance

the-lon-ely-dreamer:

I absolutely love this. I really want my friends to know this, especially @turn_life_around. I need to know that people will be there for me km my darkest moments. At the moment I have 2 amazing friends who are always there to check up on me @turn_life_around and another friend who doesn’t have instagram. I am so so thankful to have a few amazing friends. Thank you and I’m truly sorry for being self centered sometimes or pushing you away.  (at Nowhere Important)

the-lon-ely-dreamer:

I absolutely love this. I really want my friends to know this, especially @turn_life_around. I need to know that people will be there for me km my darkest moments. At the moment I have 2 amazing friends who are always there to check up on me @turn_life_around and another friend who doesn’t have instagram. I am so so thankful to have a few amazing friends. Thank you and I’m truly sorry for being self centered sometimes or pushing you away. (at Nowhere Important)

the-lon-ely-dreamer:

This really infuriates me. This is exactly what happened when I first told the school counsellor about my disordered eating. It honestly made me feel even worse and guilty than I already did about opening up about my problems. (at Nowhere Important)

I think it’s an obvious response for someone who has never had an ed or who just really doesn’t understand anything about the disorder. I’ve asked that because i really wanted to know how you viewed other people, maybe people who were actually over weight or even obese? But now I understand a little bit more. Knowledge is power & ignorance is bliss

the-lon-ely-dreamer:

This really infuriates me. This is exactly what happened when I first told the school counsellor about my disordered eating. It honestly made me feel even worse and guilty than I already did about opening up about my problems. (at Nowhere Important)

I think it’s an obvious response for someone who has never had an ed or who just really doesn’t understand anything about the disorder. I’ve asked that because i really wanted to know how you viewed other people, maybe people who were actually over weight or even obese? But now I understand a little bit more. Knowledge is power & ignorance is bliss

🌴🌴🌺🌻🌷🌸💐🌴🌴 today was a good day, enjoying Florida  #cannabismoms #potheadsunite #immastoner #stoned #nystoner visiting #floridastoners #vacationtimeagain  #ganjagang #ganjagirls #tokersmoker #iwillmarrymary #youmadeitanotherday #imasurvivor #bipolardisorder #mpd #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mi #mh #fuckyostigma #imallfuckedup #suicidesurvivor #itgetsbetter #itsnevereasy #borderline #itsatrichylife #ed #selfesteem #selflove #secretsociety_123 #cut #scars #anxiety #depression  (at Legacy Vacation Club)

🌴🌴🌺🌻🌷🌸💐🌴🌴 today was a good day, enjoying Florida #cannabismoms #potheadsunite #immastoner #stoned #nystoner visiting #floridastoners #vacationtimeagain #ganjagang #ganjagirls #tokersmoker #iwillmarrymary #youmadeitanotherday #imasurvivor #bipolardisorder #mpd #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mi #mh #fuckyostigma #imallfuckedup #suicidesurvivor #itgetsbetter #itsnevereasy #borderline #itsatrichylife #ed #selfesteem #selflove #secretsociety_123 #cut #scars #anxiety #depression (at Legacy Vacation Club)

I appreciate you mufucka’s #imjustbeinghonest #mpd #did #borderline #bipolardisorder #mh #mi #bitchimblunt

I appreciate you mufucka’s #imjustbeinghonest #mpd #did #borderline #bipolardisorder #mh #mi #bitchimblunt

Loooook at you #living  #itgetsbetter #itgetseasier #depression #paranoia #anxiety #annoying #disorders #bipolardisorder #bpd #mpd #ed #mh  #Imnotmydisorder  #itsnevereasy  #humorhelps  #selfhate #secret_society123 #bitchimblunt #bitchimbipolar #ana #anger #emotions  #itjusttakestime #borderline #bully #bulimia #selflove  #mhhumor #mi #help #1stlove #younglove #teenage #love #youngNdumb

Loooook at you #living #itgetsbetter #itgetseasier #depression #paranoia #anxiety #annoying #disorders #bipolardisorder #bpd #mpd #ed #mh #Imnotmydisorder #itsnevereasy #humorhelps #selfhate #secret_society123 #bitchimblunt #bitchimbipolar #ana #anger #emotions #itjusttakestime #borderline #bully #bulimia #selflove #mhhumor #mi #help #1stlove #younglove #teenage #love #youngNdumb

It’s easier said than done, especially when “feelings” are involved #Findyourself1st #dontgetlost

It’s easier said than done, especially when “feelings” are involved #Findyourself1st #dontgetlost

They know not why I laugh, but I’m laughing. #different #unique #BitchImMe #trybeingyou #Imblunt #anxiety #depression #antisocial #mi #mh #life #itgetsbetter

They know not why I laugh, but I’m laughing. #different #unique #BitchImMe #trybeingyou #Imblunt #anxiety #depression #antisocial #mi #mh #life #itgetsbetter

Haha #comics #batman

Haha #comics #batman